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_Woohoo.. [10 Feb 2010|06:27pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Long time no see..
Well, there it goes :]

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_hm.. hm.. [01 Dec 2008|06:27pm]
Hm.. Hm..

Your rainbow is strongly shaded violet and black.


What is says about you: You are a creative person. You appreciate mystery. You are patient and will keep trying to understand something until you've mastered it. You may meet people who are afraid of you.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

Ha.. And here's the grandpa ;)
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_family stuff :) [30 Nov 2008|09:18pm]
Tonight at my parents' place. My mom - a very proud grandma - Newel and the lil one. Grandpa was running around with the camera so he's not there in the photos ;)

And some fun shots.. My men share the same passion recently - sleeping ;)

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_boob-a-licious [23 Nov 2008|07:26pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Sleepless nights.
Poop smell.
Jack peeing on us when we're changing his diapers..
Cries (although comparint to other kids.. He cries only when he really has to).
Birth pain, worst in my entire life.
7 hours without anaesthetics..
5 days at a hospital with food worse than at a prison.. Believe me. 5 slices of bread and 3 slices of spam and a small, square piece of butter. Dinner is served!!

Breastfeeding - priceless.
Rewards all of the above.

Have a nice Monday :)

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_Jack attack!! [16 Nov 2008|01:39am]
14.11.2008, 10.15 Am little Jack was born.
After 7h without pain killers.. 100% natural way with only forces of nature (well, and some mom and dad determination lol) set into action.. ;)
And indeed.. This pain is something you forget about when you're holding your own child in your arms..

It was supposed to be a control visit at the hospital rather than THIS but.. What already started u cannot stop lol :D

Jack's a healthy boy.. Sleeps a lot and reminds me of his dad a lot in the way he behaves ;)
Has got those big almost black eyes.. And some hair on the back :D

Yeah.. I'm gonna be gone for a while. Take care guys!!

ps. that's sorta cool.. One of the internet providers equiped this hospital section with a kick ass dell laptop + free internet ;)
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_follow me [12 Nov 2008|10:30pm]
[ mood | worried ]

_follow you
by `karincoma on deviantART

Ha. I managed to finish something!!

With the lil one kickin it's hard to concentrate on anything else..
Goin to hospital tomorrow. This time they can't tell me 'No medical refferal = no money from the govt = we can't help u'
Go govt!!

Anyway.. I might saty there for longer or even till the delivery date so.. 3 weeks. Eeeek.
.. or not.
Depends if I need 24/7 medical attention. Hopefully not.

So yeah. I probably won't create a lot in the upcoming weeks. Months.. Kinda scary. But I'm assuming I'll always find 5minutes to sketch out something.
So that nobody takes 'my place' using the time when I'll be gone lol ;)

Gonna sketch some more and go to bed although I don't think I will be able to fall asleep easy. Newel had to go abroad, to our neighbours once again.. This time alone. I'm worried like hell. The doctor advised me not to go this time. It's 9 hours oh almost non stop sitting on a bus, with 2-3 stops + some stress as a bonus..
So Newel didn't let me go with him :(
And now I'm stressing.

I wanna get married. For the marriage itself.
And so that we don't have to ever travel like this again.

And I want him back asap.

Some Jack Johnson..
Gosh I'm cheezy..

"Better Together"

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing it's always better when we're together

MMM it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
For tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll Sit beneath the mango tree now

It's always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

MMmmmm MMMmmmm Mmmmmm
I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together.

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_phew [06 Nov 2008|05:57pm]
Seems the doctors were overreacting..
The baby's and mine tests results are fine.
According to my friends the doctors are always freaking out even if something's slightly out of normal.. And then send you to do a bunch of additional tests and crap. But I'm assuming that's better then lack of any reaction and then any action.

I gotta say that baby cosmetics smell so damn nice.. Powder, body oil.. Bodywash liquid.. Tissues.. Babies get all the finest stuff :D
I've been a fan of baby body oil and lotion for a long time now, with breaks ;) But now I think I'm gonna steal more of those from our son in the future lol

Uh.. And all that baby chaos in my head just started.. For good, this week.
Where will we put the baby bed..
Will we be able to have the music on if we have the baby in the same room.. Will he be able to sleep with music in the background..
Where will we store all the things..
What size of clothes should I get for the baby for leaving the hospital.. It's gonna be really cold!!
Will we make it on time to prepare stuff.. It's all so confusing.

Newel is saying - just stay in the day, take small steps..
But it's hard when you can feel the baby moving all the time as if it wanted to get out right now, at THIS moment..  When you didn't buy all the basics yet. Oh man, it causes chaos in ones head. It's hard to take it cool.


A couple of deep breaths should help ;)

PS. The 3d chick is getting a basic body now..

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_crazyness [03 Nov 2008|09:55pm]
After the break..

I've never liked kids.
Honestly. I mean, the ones that could already talk I found annoying. The ones that couldn't talk yet and were crying instead.. Even more annoying :D

The thing is that.. I stil don't like them. But it seems it only goes to other peoples (strangers) children ;) Like some mom with her little son on the bus; the kid is crying like crazy, mom is freaking out.. And all I wanna do is get off the bus asap :D

But at the same time I can't wait to hear the first cry of our baby boy.

I gotta go and make a bunch of tests this week.
Get some stuff like clothes, cosmetics.
I'm scared to death that something's might be wrong and they're gonna keep me at the hospital so I figured it's better to be prepared now.
Last week I've been told that the baby's pulse is a bit too slow, they totally scared me. Informed me about that as if it was end of the world, matter of life and death. Told me to go and do some stuff at the first nearest hospital, so I went..
And there they didn't wanna take me in and run the tests saying that I gotta have a paper from.. Ok, doesn't matter. Anyway.

One person tells you one thing so you listen trusting that 'She's a doctor, she knows what she's doing'.
So you go to do what you were advised asap and there you learn that.. They can't help you because the previous doctor forgot to do the paper work and since you're not dying or bleeding all over the floor.. They can't help you if you don't have that paper thing magic..

So you act according to what you've been just told. Go back to the first doctor and there you find out that the ones who screwed up were actually the ones who denied doing the examination cause no matter if you have the paper or not, it's their duty to run the tests in such emergency case.. And the time passes.

Pure crazyness.
And I thought that if I get a private health insurance I won't face such situations. Bullshit.

Right now I'm actually googling up stuff - like baby clothes and some other magical artifacts because some of the names for those things in Polish are pretty confusing and it's hard to figure out what they actually mean or what they are used for O__o
I could ask my mom about all this crap but lately she confessed that sometimes she won't be able to guide me because a lot of things have changed since I was born.. And well, she's not up to date ;)
I'm glad she's here for me anyway.

Yup.. It's a baby boy for sure now.
I wish there was a way to skip the birth itself :D
And just wake up happy and holding the baby.
But well..
In this matter nothing has changed so I will have to become a superhero for a day to stand all of this.. And it's soon. The estimate date is 05 Dec 2008.. Really close to my friend's birthday.. Would be kinda cool sign if it happened at the same day..

Anyway.. Back to googling up names of.. Things.

Newel got me into 3d. At last, after a few month of encouraging to at least install a 3d application :D

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_off [30 Sep 2008|12:34pm]
Ugh.. I'm taking a small break from the internet.
One of the reasons is that we're cut off.. I decided to change the provider and now gotta wait till they activate the service.
Cuz of that I've got internet only at work but surprisingly I don't really feel like.. Browsing or using it for any other purpose then email checking and working. I suppose it's because I started getting used to not having it..
Anyway, the other thing is - although I have it at work and I could always go to an internet cafe.. I feel like I need time for myself, my health, the baby.. So just chillin, with Newel or alone.. But just chilling and figuring stuff out :)
Hm.. I'm tired of how life is speeding.
And I'm enjoying the break.

Take care all of u.
I'm off :)

Liked the lyrics of pendulum's 'propane nightmares'
Something's tearing me down and down
And I can't but feel it's coming from you
She's a gunshot bride, With a trigger cries
I just wonder what we've gotten our selves into

In a trail of fire I know we will be free again
In the end we will be one
In a trail of fire I burn before you bury me
Set your sights for the sun

Mind is willing, Soul remains
This woman cannot be saved
From the drawn into the fire
Mind is willing, Soul remains
This woman cannot be saved
From the drawn into the fire
Anything to bring it on home
Bring it on home
Bring it on home
Bring it on home

Much to weak to jump yourself
Heal the wounds or crack the shell
Lift yourself from once below
Much to weak to jump yourself
Heal the wounds or crack the shell
Lift yourself from once below
Praise the anger bring it on home
Bring it on home
Bring it on home
Bring it on home

In a trail of fire I know we will be free again
In the end we will be one
In a trail of fire I burn before you bury me
Set your sights for the sun

Bring it on home

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_gath [15 Sep 2008|11:27pm]
I kinda feel like drawing this chick.. The Gatherer chick.
Gonna give her some cool stuff.. Cables/wires.. 'Processor shapes'.. Umh.. Prolly put her on black bg with a hole of light under her feet.. Or something ;)

Till then I'm gonna sketch some more..

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_OraOre_Sentinels_sketch [15 Sep 2008|09:14am]
A quick sketch I did tonight, 3AM..

_OraOre_Sentinels_sketchCollapse )
And now gotta do my part of h gig Newel was working on.. And head for work soon. So see ya and have a fine beginning of the week!!
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_post_wip_continuation [13 Sep 2008|07:27pm]
Continuation of previous post.. http://karincoma.livejournal.com/23599.html#cutid1
.. or simply scroll down a bit ;)

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For whatever reason I love Shift here..

_post_face by `karincoma on deviantART

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_post_wip [13 Sep 2008|12:17pm]
    Hah.. Since last week I started figuring out the 'crew' for my story _synthrone.
Some characters had to er.. Go on vacation, some had to leave forever..
The characters and stylization/all over feel has already been an inspiration for a lot of guys.. Fellow artists and strangers.
I wanted to thank all of these people - you keep me goin and make me realize that it's worth something!!
Especially.. Huge thanks goes to Newel, who supports me and believes in me when I have my doubts and I'm afraid that it's not gonna work out. He's a great cheerleader ;)

It's funny how the story that is briefly described on my wordpress blog http://karincoma.wordpress.com goes together with what's happening in the world right now..
Powers want to unify countries, bind them together in Unions.. Have huge, centralized governments. They want to control people by RIFD chips, create safe zones and cities for apparently chosen people.
People started realizing that they've been stupified constantly for the past decades with controlled news, information filtered.. They ot brainwashed to some point, stopped asking qustions and imho.. Made a quite big regression. Folks started realizing that they actually were taught to NOT do their own research in different matters, NOT to confirm facts but to hold on to what they are given and believe it's the best for them.
Genetic research is progressing.. Same with scientists working on nano technologies, where military already claims its intereste in them as weapons.
We have those 'layers' in nations more and more visible. Between poverty and wealth. People who seek and people who accept. Huge powers and their 'cattle'.
And the 'new world order'.. I kept using that form since the beginning of the synthrone story.
It's weird to go through my scribbles on wordpress now. It matches. To a big point.

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From the recent news.. New rules would give FBI more freedom in U.S. operations

Agents would be allowed to conduct physical surveillance in a public location, recruit and deploy informants, and conduct interviews without identifying themselves. Civil libertarians are worried. The changes would expand rules the department enacted after the Sept. 11 attacks that permitted the FBI to conduct "assessments" of threats of terrorism and espionage even in instances where little or no proof existed of criminal activity.

Yeah.. New world order..

And now.. 1PM.

Gotta work on a gig :)

.. too little time to draw D:
I promised Newel I'm gonna clean up if he takes the gig for me ;)

So I managed to do some more stuff on the drawing.. There are still gonna be more characters I think. Like the chancellor guy and Ora x Ore.. Yeah.. Shall see. It's getting late and I wanna have a sketchy evening so it's time to clean now.. 4.30PM cleaning time :D

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_sketchetto [13 Sep 2008|12:31am]

Art teachers from elementary and high school were always trying to force kids to sketch on a separate piece of paper.. Have their small sketch finished on that one and then transfer it to the right one. 

I could never get that. It takes twice as much time on sketching stuff and if you really like the sketch you have to work pretty hard to try and transfer it to the 'normal' sheet on which the sketch will turn into a finished piece; to keep it's feeling and character from the original doodle..

So I was too stubborn to do that.. Wasted TONS of paper through my whole life.
I visited my parents lately because they asked me to clean up my ex-room to prepare it for grandchild's visits. I had to go through like 80sketchbooks and a pile of paper all together.. Like 1,8meter high to segregate stuff. More is hidden in boxes, waiting..
All of that was 'wasted'  for sketches. I almost always drew chicks lol Since I was a kiddo; I found sketchbooks from elementary school, I tell ya, full of women :D
But today I realized that I'm really happy when it comes to sketching out a concept for a whole drawing - in general.
The above thing is an original sketch. Without cleaning.. From a clean canvas. There wasn't anything before this thing there.
It might sound stupid to you.. But I'm really proud that I was always that stubborn an sketched already ON THE RIGHT sheets. Really proud. I had to look out then what I'm doing with the sketch so I don't destroy it of course.. But it paid off.
Makes my sketches kinda clean, neat, 'readable'..
Makes me work faster and have already stuff figured in my head before I start drawing.. Even before I start doing the sketchy part.
It's especially cool when you don't have to erase a whole 'chaotic spider web' of pencil sketch from under ink - in traditional art :D
When you don't have to wonder which line is the correct one cause it's so covered with 50 others..
But that's also a reason why I need to practice drawing men.. I keep repeating that, I know. But it bugs me.
So yeah.. A sketch for another drawing. Recently I sketch more then I finish ;)
.. maybe that all is nothing special.
But I felt kinda.. Happy about it :)

sorry bout the typos.. Going to bed now :)
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_shift_punk_yo_update [12 Sep 2008|04:53pm]

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_s [11 Sep 2008|04:30pm]

_some sketchesness.. will be updated :3Collapse )

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_ran [09 Sep 2008|04:10pm]
[ mood | rejected ]

Decided to play around with something totally random.. sketched some basic stuff some time ago and finished it yesterday, sitting in a coffee shop..

'Addiction fairy bride_till death..'

Well.. That's basically it.

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_g_chica [08 Sep 2008|10:02pm]

.. playing around with the 'G' chick. She's gonna be wearing the hair slightly to the left to make it even more asymmetric..
I like the one from the sketch better..

It seems that when I go more into the details, painterly wise (or whatever you might call it..) I screw things up O_o
Which doesn't mean I won't be trying

Will prolly make the right side of her head bald.. Yup.

EDIT >> Some folks.
'Maretre' - the 'bad' mother.. One of the govt officials who 'takes care' of the human population.. Those are basically sophisticated women, something like social advisors, trust worthy in the eyes of the community.. 'Moms'.
'Wisemen' - there will be a whole bunch of philosophers, scientists, teachers, preachers, etc. Older folks.. Again, highly trust worthy..
And again the 'Gatherer' chick who gathers and proceeds with the data about 'city x human symbiosis'.  Is more like a ghost chick usually, able to kinda float inbetween as an observer, unnoticed by both sides. Is unfotrunately attached to one of them. She grew up here, was kinda engeneered.. And totally believes in the 'right cause'.

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_synth_o_con [07 Sep 2008|01:18pm]
Some of the characters from synthrone story I'm working on.

The Chancellor is one of a few who were 'give' the power ovr the metropolis and ppl living there.. He's gotta be big and sophisticated then ;)
Ora and Ore - the oracles who accompanied by sentinels (kinda liquid looking monsters) are fulfilling Chancellors' will.
Shift is Shift ;) Still gotta convince Newel that I know what I'm doing with this character lol
Jesabelle you know..
The last chick is a 'gatherer' - a work name let's say. She gathers data.. On the symbiosis between people and the city. Has got some kick ass powers :D Nah, not really but she can kinda spy on the city ;)
Now I'm leaving to my parents' place :)
It's even hotter then yesterday D:

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